I don't know why. I think i'm weird thats why i behave like that. Well it actually about me. I find it weird to have myself studying at 5-7. plus i like to study during raining day. My mom said raining days are moody... so... erm... wtv?
i almost give up for my spm becoz i think i have less time to study and couldnt manage my time well. Beside that, I dont find any reason of scoring my spm well. although i knew that spm can affect my future moreorless i dont really care much for it. Gosh what am i thinking now? come on CYn study!! My friend he told me that i should not give up! yea thanks to him. i began to realise how important is spm *i think* i'm not really sure. But who cares?! hmm.... =.=' Some so-called friends...... i hate them... even best friends... i hate them.... why?? coz..... their not the friend i'm searching for and i wished to have. Yeah. its true. there is no such thing as true friends. so now i living alone.

running out of time!! is almost 12.. i need to go.. haha.. i'll post more later...