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I cant stand this much longer !

Need a friend.

But who too look for?

right now everyone is like BLUEEEKKKK In school..

which dude i can look for?

Oh great.

*editted*

I think i shall be carefull for who i need to look for. Most cant be trusted. Yea most. except for one. Ha. yea. jsut one. thx ya alot. Anyway. im pretty down actually. Didnt wanna look for anyone though. It seem helpless. i know. Bah. i heck care. I think......... arh nvm..

*editted again*

OMG i think i should stop surfing this website. AINT ME make me like.. -______-
SOme of u know which FORUM i actually visited. GOSH later they turn me in ... -________- NOOO night mare man.. im not.. tat. HA


:I heart you :
is in norwegian. i dont hope anyone need to read this.

Jeg dont behov til å leve ! Jeg tror jeg laget et galt valg. Jeg virkelig trenger noe et til å forstå meg. og til å bli ved siden av med meg bestandig. Kanskje jeg er ikke heldig som resten av folket

i screwed my life. yay.

Need a person to console me.

oh fcuk. I meant that. not to be vulgar.

Okay. I was really really really extremely bored. Then I went to you tube to watch some clips. Haha boring too. Then I remember someone told me about this miniclipgames. So I went on. Gosh It was really boring but i played it too. So boring you can imagine that i died so many times because it is a stupid game. This game you need physic haha. Projectile and etc. LOL I dont know how many times I died during this game. anyway i manage to do some screen shot about it. here how it goes.


this is how i lost the game. stupid. lol


anyway i manage to achieve GOLD. well take a look at this.




only 2 greens so far. anyway i was stuck in lvl 18 !!!!!!! wat the hel la.. XDD thats it folks. hahahaha wanna have a try? DONT but i'll stil giveyou the link. here it is
http://www.miniclip.com/games/sling/en/

GOOD NIGHT. and jon was trying the game. quite boring but somehow interesting. LOL! bye bye ~ <3

I got a letter from my aunt. Anyway i'll just post the relevant stuff i want you guys to know. Lazy to write so i'll just paste what my aunt wrote to me.

 Hi Cynthia,

Have you heard of cicadas?  They stay under ground for 17 years
beforethey hatch!! This year there are cicadas around.  We went
last weekend looking for them.  We caught two and Samantha
brought them to school to show her classmates.  They died by
the time she brought them to school.  One of her classmates
wanted one, so Samantha gave it to him, and she froze the
other one.  This weekend we might get some more.  The skin they
come out of looks really neat, the skin is in the exact form as
the cicada with the legs and everything intact.  We just drove
around until we heard them.  They are very loud and areas that
have them have a lot!!!  They are all over the lawn on almost
every blade of grass, covering the tree trunks and the trees.

Talk to you later,
Aunt Ann



Here are some of the pictures i found through net. Anyway i'll get
more pics from my aunt.!In addition, my cousin samantha email me that
she gave one cicida to his friend. and the next day, she asked him, he
eventually ate. What she told me that, cicida taste like chip and
chickens. Isnt it gross? Come have a look at this pictures from the net
Cant wait for my aunt to forward the rest to me.

Hmm these days is getting weird. I know. like now. the reason i post at this font. is that i dont want u to read. end here and i thank you for doing it. So well i kinda stress out these days. exams are coming. And i think icant handle it. I need someone to help me. but who to look for? I dotn think i can find anyone. like smsing ppl. telling problems thru sms is not working. msg a few stuff say take care and have a good rest. basicallyimreferingtoeveryone.Rightnow.Stupidppllikemegoingtobecrazy.Im sorry if i made u guys worried. but.ireallyneedhelp.severehelp.ineedtode-stressmyself.wishuponthestarsthaticouldhaveallthethingsiwantedandallthewishestobegrant.likehavemylifee.saddlyenuffidontthinkihv
thecnhanceofdoingit.youseeppl,imweirdahcsrewwlaidontknowhowatimtyping.i'll justpost.hehre.stupid cynt.ihvaenolife.
theend.

Okay ! Yesterday I spend half hour to play o2jam. DAMN i got own by..... MUN YEE !!!!!!!!!!! haha this panda girl own me like kau kau haha. Pro la. Just wanna say tell you that a pro bullying a noob girl like me. Haih. Dont know how many time i lost la. Never won her once.. Haha.



See la. moon, check this out.. Haha you own me like... godlike. I screen shot as a proof.. Anyway what can you expect her lvl was like 35 and mine was like 21?? Big difference. lol

Oh yea. before i post this, i played 02jam again with moon. WOW FOR THE FIRST TIME. i win. I was surprise of course. LOL !!! maybe she "fong sui" haha. what is that again? remind me k? haha

Anywya this morning... I ran out of ideas on what to wear. p/s "im not like other girls who actually plan wat to wear for tomorrow. is just i FINE LA i dont know why..." So i ended up choosing.. I dont think you wanna know. haha damn pathethic big for me. Lol. And in school, i had lunch alone.. ate chicken rice. only no life ppl eat chicken rice at that particular stall at AC. seriously. NO life. I jsut order and it came the after i ordered my drink. Fast eh? Kinda sad and fun too eating alone. Haha.

~the end ~ ^^

I heard peeps complain about my font. REALLY Small meh?? Haih. Only those who have initiative to read. read. I lub you. haha. Yesterday, i almost gave up for studying my exam. Reallly i have alot to do now. I send a msg to my fren that I am giving up. And guess what he say? He told me that if you dont studying you have a high possibility to fail. But if you tried, at least you have a chance to succeed. Maybe the score is not going to be pleasing. I made a conclusion, Im going to bare this for 1 more week. I mark my words. I am. Not going to give a false promise to myself. Hitherto, I still have doubts whether i can succeed. Maybe it is because of my faith and confidence. Haha. Honestly I dont really want to write this or wanted you to read it. You can stop.
I kept on complaining that i have no time to study. Why is that so? Oh well, everytime i came back from school, I spend most of my time in my mom's room. why? She have water retention on her leg. So I was asked to do some massage on her leg and also her body.Some sort of discomfort that agitates her or causing her in pain. Yeah, my mom she isnt well all the time. Dont ask me what it is. I dont want to tell, till Im ready. i'll tell. XD My mom she knew that I am having exam but she had ask for my help. She just cant bare the pain. I myself couldnt bare to see her in this condition. I never knew the pain but I know she suffer. Sometime I can hear she cried in pain. And i cant do nothing much about it. I am not a doctor nor a healer. I dont know what to do.
Basically, I am telling this because, Not finding reason of no studying but the truth is. Can you pray for her? I really appreciate that. Ha ha.
Damn My hand... smell like cheese. Of course ! I played cheese today. Thanks to yh ! hahaa. Pathethic la, he need cheese with pizza. And the cheese.. No offence. smelled. Even judith yuen she also hv cheese on it. Peace to both of u ^^. Wait i said "played" right? How? That is for you to find out and for me to know. Ask ju or yh what i did. Eww LOL.
Time to laugh: "HA-HA-HA-HA" lol laugh la. I didnt ask u to read it. =.='' Stupid la if you actually read it. I said laugh not read.. haha !

Today in school kinda boring though. Yea, Surprisingly today's lunch i went to mamak with who bunch of guys. Lol. seriously they asked me to join them and I reluctantly joined. No other girls was there. Haha anyway I ate roti canai. Kinda fattening haha. Pssts I dont it is very nice. Compared to.. erm.... the roti canai near my house. Much better haha. So, Last friday i took my organ examination. Well, got myself a huge disappointment. Very very disappointed upon. I know at the short time i practice my organ somehow i didnt turn it well. But that week, I really drilled myself to practice. When I came back from school, I started practicing from 3.30 - 7. If i had organ lesson. I'll be practicing from 4-8.16. Sadly, I think I am going to fail. Oh well, at least i tried my best and experience this disappointment. Never tried it. and it is kinda harsh for me to experience is. Somehow, my hope crash in a split second. And today, I actualy have the chance of meeting yw at taylor. But unfortunately i was using the computer and didnt realise he msged me. But before that, I was sleeping in the library. Haha. It is just a short nap. Dont think too far. Haha. Anyway, this morning, i felt awkward. Usually in the morning when i arrive to school, the lights in the class will be on. But today it didnt. Suddenly i felt abit weird because the college was quite empty, of course la, ICPU and SAM are on holiday. lol. So I started to look around trying to find out whether is there a class? Somehow i called yh. and he didnt pick up the phone. Moreover i think i called twice? lol maybe once. Then I began to wonder. OMG he must be sleeping. Then I said. Oh SHit i gotta call my dad to pick me back. On second thought, Haha i would have myself studying in college. At home i may end up in front of the computer like what currently im doing.

Cynthia


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