Ha my 90th post ! Crap thats a lot. Anyhow. Did i mention that i like to draw boxes? 3 dimensional ! I tried drawing lots of them together and this make a great effect. Some may think it is weird because you don't see much difference. But as for me it matters. Today during my LAN test, I did some. Just 4 of them wanted to draw six but on second thought, dare not, I'm sitting in front where the invigilator are actually watching kinda embarrass if i does that. I really don't like to blog about school. "boring"
Anyhow, there is this guy, who actually as me, why I'm so white. I was shocked. He said i look afraid, pale and etc, during my first physic practical day ! I have no idea why i looked like that. Cheryl told me that I'm lack of sun. Kept on hiding myself from sun. Heck ! I have sun burn. I dont want it to get worst. Guys, I'm not fair please.

As day pass, I really miss my mom. I consent that I really need my mom. I'm still cant accept that my mom she left me. Seriously i still cant. I told Elaine about it and wanted her to help me. She tried her best yet fail. The problem started from me. Anyway, too much about my family "business"

Lets talk about Judith ! She is like the most recent girl I talk most. Thanks to her. She really cheer me with nonsense, though we chatted for more than half hour or an hour. Still we talked nonsense. One day I gotta go shopping with my friend. Screw la. I bought a skirt early this year, never wore it. Waste money. By the way i dont like to wear skirt ! HaHa. Cost me RM 70+ T_T money fly liao. And "girl" wanna go out with me to shop? I need pants. Or i rather to shop alone. But no fun la. Im a fussy person when shopping. I admit that i can get frustrated because i cant find the right stuff to wear !

Music ! ! ! ! ! I love music ! ! ! Ha! the only thing that can keep my mind off sometimes. yea ! Except when i started screwing the song .. thats annoying seriously. Doesn't sound right can offend me la. =x
shit, my hair, why is it curling or wavy. T_T

Light. =)
was wondering how's my mom doing in heaven?
kinda miss her..
whatever i do, reminds me of her.
Will never forget u !
definitely i will stay strong !
I love God !



Im quite happy. i met a girl elaine. She is sweet and nice. thats for all i'll blog more ! bye ~

Many ppl asked me how am I doing. And I cant tell you. I do not know. I miss my mom a lot. It takes time yes i know but how long that could be? Knowing she is my Mother. The one who actually gave birth to me. Seem harsh for me. What ever i Do. it remind me of her.

I like this song entitled As the deer.