Omg....... time is running out. And I am still online? not studying? damn it. i better start studying ! Finals finals !!!!!

Things that i shall reduce
1. sms
2. online
3. sleep
4.lazy
5.tv
6.chat

how the heck I am going to relinquish them??? Necessity right? Die die

Mom





Tomorrow is Mother's Day. I really do hope you guys have something for them. She is a very special women who gave life to you into this world. Moreover, think about it, who fed you when you are young? Who is the one who always care for you? I am sure this would be everyone's mother.


My mom no longer with me now. She had left me forever since last year July 27th. Ever since then, I have already lost the love from a mother. It is irreplaceable. Comparing to you, I am always jealous that you guys still have your mother. Sometimes, when my friends talk about their mother, I tend to get upset because I am not fortunate to have her with me now. But then, Her love for her kids, will always kept in their heart. Yeah, it is limited as we can only reflect from the past. The time when I am with her is very short, that is just 17 years ++ even before I am 18.


There was once, I swear, I think i make this stupid swear saying, "I wish my mother would live longer even my life is shorten". I think I got myself influence by tv shows. I was really young and I still rememver I make this prayer. And back then, I also told myself that "If my mother is not with me, I would rather follow her along." I try doing stupid stuff back then, but I always got myself hold back. I still do not know why!


My mom's friend told me, how much she wanted to see us grow up and be successful. She said this when she had her cancer at the critical stage. I think it is either third or fourth stage. I was just six or seven when she first got her cancer. Many of her friends asked her and she told them, no matter how hard she gonna suffer, she will always stay strong no matter wat it cost her. And also said, that her childrens is so young, she did not want them to lose a mother at the very young age. I do not know this untill when my mom's friend told me this after she have left us.


Her spirit to live is very strong that is why during that time, She manage and lived. Unfortunately last year, she could not bare the pain and left us. I think she is one of the cancer patients who manage to survive for 10 years long. Even the doctor had to ask her give up, but she refused because her will and she manage to stay with us for another 10 years.



I do realise I am repeating it over and over again but tomorrow is mother's day. I really hope everyone of you guys, show her your love and appreciation for them being with you all the time. I felt really bad when I realise I only say "I love you, mom" just before she died. I have never say that before when she was with me.



What I am trying to telll you is to

- love your mom

- tell her how much you have thank her and loved her

-say "i love you" and take this opportunity to do so

-You would not know what could happen in the future

-Live your life to the fullest as your mom have sacrifice so many for you

-Do not waste your time as life is short

-They would like to see you being successful and happy

-finally Love them !!! (^.^)

Ever thought how are you going to repay your mom and your dad in future? What happen if you could not do so? All their sacrifice is for the love of you ! I guess you guys know what you should do !

see you.

Happy Mother's Day !

Hello again. Woah finally, I have finished my assignment project. Woo... A great job well done from myself to myself. Gosh I seriously I can't believe that I actually work hard. Yeah. This is my first time of being so worried about this assignment. So yeah, in the beginning i was not assign to do any of the work because practically they exclude me from doing my work? Or maybe I was not in class and work was not given to me.
Anyhow, my friend she gave me the ledgars to me at 12 am. I am suppose to do trial balance and eventually the ledgar was not complete. And my trial got this humongous difference. I was really in a shock when those ledgars are lack of most of the accounts which is suppose to be recorded. My dear friend, she was busy doing her church youth work and I doubt that she is able to do them.
I was so worried that night that we might not able to finish the work ! Somehow I got myself panic and could not sleep till 5 am. Eventually, I have this friend who stayed up with me and calm me down. Thanks to him, I am able to sleep really well.
I began my work at 8.30 and forgetting to brush my teeth, change my pjyamas and eat my breakfast. I was so tense that I refused to eat untill i got my work done. I did many ammendments and some how manage to balance my trial balance ! Finally I able to finish everything at 5 pm.
Thank God What a relief ! Oh guess what, I called so many of my friends and help me about my accounts. Thanks to xiao cheng who eventually helped me with most of the figures and yun ling who taught me about my doubts and clarify them !
That night itself, my group mate gave me another shock, She compare my work with another group and it went totally different ! Gosh lucky it work out at the end.
I was really exhausted but it is worth it ! I got to learn alot and even though there is alot of work to do, I finally still gain knowledge. Usually I do not pay attention in class but with this assignment, I think I finally understand and I think I started to like accounts. Although I do not score but I'll try my best.
p/s it is my worst subject actually.

Hello, today's picture gonna be random flowers that i taken. I like taking pictures especially random pictures. And of course I do not like to take picture of myself because I think that I do no look good in pictures.
I like the color of this flower ! Purple and it seem that this picture tell you the nature or wildlife or something. Haha I think I am crapping here !

This picture below here, it is a rose. It is quite difficult to find one nice rose like this. Although it doesnt really look nice but I think it is the best among the other roses.

Hey guys, do you realise how often you see flower around you ? I think it is pretty few. In school I hardly see any flower except those big trees. I kinda like those trees, if there is flowers as colors it will be interesting. Colours in your life makes life much interesting. I would like to start tell you to erm, plant more flowers and trees. It do good for the environment and also for yourself. Some may say, " I dont have green fingers". This probably an excuse. As long you have your intiative to plant and take care of it, I am sure it will be a healty plant. Hard works pays? Haha.

That's the end for today post !