I really doubt whether anyone would read my blog. Anyhow, I wish no one is reading it. It is just terrible to read. I felt that I am always slacking. Not studying, not paying attention, day dreaming and being irresponsible. ________________________________________(i decided to leave my original sentence blank) But people always don’t get what they wish for, right? How I have been irresponsible? I can tell it is many ways. I like to avoid stuff which can cause me trouble. However, I manage to avoid but feeling guilty. I don’t have the guts to face what i should encounter. I did not even try to endeavour what to make the best out of it. I keep on telling myself study and what am I doing?
I think I make my life complicated. Although it doesn’t seem but I always stress myself on a minor problem. Gosh, someone just remind me about my actions. Not only that, I began to lose my concentration and my mood. Yeah, it is just like I de-motivated myself somehow.
I learned a few lesson about people. I regretted that I trust my friends. Somehow not all the time they would help you when you are in trouble. And more over our opinions are totally different. Like myself, I wanted the best. I asked my friend whether is this good or not? She said no and somehow she convinces me that the other item is much better. I reluctantly agree and bought it. When I was home, thinking back, I made a mistake. This isn’t good as she have claim. Worst it looked terrible. I realise that I could not make my own decision in deciding what to choose. I always doubt my ability of deciding. Why? Erm, I don’t know whether is this a good example. For instance, In my topic test. I always choose the wrong answer. And it is always different from my friends. Think again, why does everyone choose the same answer but not me? How can I be different from them? We took the same subject, had the same teacher but our answers are different? How can this be? This is getting weirder and somehow influences me in deciding what the best thing is.
Hmmm I think I should start my reading. :D signing off now ! cheers

NOVEMBER=SWEETY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m.

JANUARY=SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. No difficultiesin studying. Loves to be alone. Always broodsabout the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5mins and your reputation will boost someway inthe next 12 days

FEBRUARY=SMARTS
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.Has more than one best friend.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! .. Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of MFE these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=THUG
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed andhighly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves todream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Goodimagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in thenext 5 minutes, you will become close to someoneyou do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

MAY=SEXY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself andothers. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure andtravelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eyewill introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

JUNE=Metal Head
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Lovesto takes things at the center. Inner and physicalbeauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Not easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesnot care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure andtravelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If yourepost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eyewill introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

JULY=ATTITUDE
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds onattention. no self control. kind hearted. selfconfident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hatesnot being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to beloved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld orrestricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming'or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your lifesometime next month.

AUGUST=FLIRT
You've got the best personality and are anabsolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirtand more than likely have a very attractivepartner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with an August brithday. It is also more than likelythat you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one daybecome a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly becomeone of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5minutes.

SEPTEMBER=LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tendsto regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving andcaring. Suave and generous. Usually you havemany friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivatesoneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover canunderstand.if you do not repost this in the next 5mins. someone very close to you will become madat you in the next 8 days.

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate anddangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independentpersonality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new peopleeasily and very social in a group. Fearless andindependent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you everbegin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repostin 5 mins & you will excel in a major event comingup sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking.Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitivein everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inorganizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots ofideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends todelay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Lovesto takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angryoften. A meaningful love life partner.Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends.It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill.Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.