It would be a emo blog. So it is advisable not to read this.
I honestly want to tell you guys about the peoples around you. None of them can actually be trusted. Even they have said that "I will help you." And you waited. And waited. There is no sign and finally you are ended up doing it by yourself. You began to realise that you are lack of time. You dont have the enough time to accomplish your work as it is highly impossible to do in the last hour. I experience that, and it is really terrible. The good new for that person who intentionally help me is "You cant study in Australia". As for the bad new of mine, My total excitement just crash.
At the age of 19, you are definately an young adult. I should always remind myself that I am a young adult and the truth is " I - MUST - NOT - DEPEND - ON - ANYONE - BESIDE - MYSELF " If you are still depending on others, you will find that everything goes against you.
My dad and his girlfriend assume that I dont have much friends. Well, I should tell them that I have loads of them. Friends who are there for me. I can admit I am a loner at home now, but not outside. I have some plans with my friends, going to the mall after test or playing tennis, gym or shopping alone .
Having my english theme that is "Family" shocked me to death. I can say I live in a dysfunctional family for now. Before this I was not. I was brought up perfectly fine. Just the incident of my late mom and a new person stepping in my house changes everything. I obviously could not accept things so soon. When I see someone cry, I felt bad and sympathy. On the second thought, is there a such thing as fake cry ? I could not tolerate much especially my family. How they have act and treated me causes me to be real stubborn. My blow is so great and every night, I could not concentrate on my studies. Memorizing subject such as econs and english are a burden to me. As for maths and accounts, is just practice that I have been doing everyday.
How do I open myself to the world ? My dad underestimates me that I am incapable in doing anything by my own. If i cant, why am I still allow to drive out allone. Travel far and stuff. And I definately they dont know who am i going out with and who am i mixing with. Thats is why they came out the conclusion that " My daughter do not have any friends "
There are people who like to argue and making sure that they are absolute right. Claiming themselves as a observant, may too lack of information. You cant possible to have everything perfectly right. Retaliating to an adult is totally wrong. Once you done it, you are RUDE. Has they every thought they way they talk to their kids are the same too ?
I am no blaming everything on parents and stuff, it is just my opinion. Maybe I am wrong as they usually say I am wrong much.
I find that, my principle of home to me is not my ideal home. The current home i have doesnt seem welcoming and warm. I am always ALWAYS jealous about most people who have their parents with them especilly mothers. Everytime when you guys say my mom this and my mom that, I missed my mom immediately. I try to stay cool and I did. And honestly I am very happy for you that you still have your prefect family with you.
What I am trying to express here is that , not always you can depend on someone unless they are blood related to you and definately they care and love for you alot. I am not saying about the responsible that they should carry but love. Just love is powerful enough to carry the full respnsible on you.
Perhaps I am crapping but sometimes, according to finding nemo, Mr.(something) obviously a turtle say let the kid try. He also say that as parent you should learn to let go of your child. You will never know when they are ready unless you begin to let it go. Thats what i wan to say now. cheers.
I honestly want to tell you guys about the peoples around you. None of them can actually be trusted. Even they have said that "I will help you." And you waited. And waited. There is no sign and finally you are ended up doing it by yourself. You began to realise that you are lack of time. You dont have the enough time to accomplish your work as it is highly impossible to do in the last hour. I experience that, and it is really terrible. The good new for that person who intentionally help me is "You cant study in Australia". As for the bad new of mine, My total excitement just crash.
At the age of 19, you are definately an young adult. I should always remind myself that I am a young adult and the truth is " I - MUST - NOT - DEPEND - ON - ANYONE - BESIDE - MYSELF " If you are still depending on others, you will find that everything goes against you.
My dad and his girlfriend assume that I dont have much friends. Well, I should tell them that I have loads of them. Friends who are there for me. I can admit I am a loner at home now, but not outside. I have some plans with my friends, going to the mall after test or playing tennis, gym or shopping alone .
Having my english theme that is "Family" shocked me to death. I can say I live in a dysfunctional family for now. Before this I was not. I was brought up perfectly fine. Just the incident of my late mom and a new person stepping in my house changes everything. I obviously could not accept things so soon. When I see someone cry, I felt bad and sympathy. On the second thought, is there a such thing as fake cry ? I could not tolerate much especially my family. How they have act and treated me causes me to be real stubborn. My blow is so great and every night, I could not concentrate on my studies. Memorizing subject such as econs and english are a burden to me. As for maths and accounts, is just practice that I have been doing everyday.
How do I open myself to the world ? My dad underestimates me that I am incapable in doing anything by my own. If i cant, why am I still allow to drive out allone. Travel far and stuff. And I definately they dont know who am i going out with and who am i mixing with. Thats is why they came out the conclusion that " My daughter do not have any friends "
There are people who like to argue and making sure that they are absolute right. Claiming themselves as a observant, may too lack of information. You cant possible to have everything perfectly right. Retaliating to an adult is totally wrong. Once you done it, you are RUDE. Has they every thought they way they talk to their kids are the same too ?
I am no blaming everything on parents and stuff, it is just my opinion. Maybe I am wrong as they usually say I am wrong much.
I find that, my principle of home to me is not my ideal home. The current home i have doesnt seem welcoming and warm. I am always ALWAYS jealous about most people who have their parents with them especilly mothers. Everytime when you guys say my mom this and my mom that, I missed my mom immediately. I try to stay cool and I did. And honestly I am very happy for you that you still have your prefect family with you.
What I am trying to express here is that , not always you can depend on someone unless they are blood related to you and definately they care and love for you alot. I am not saying about the responsible that they should carry but love. Just love is powerful enough to carry the full respnsible on you.
Perhaps I am crapping but sometimes, according to finding nemo, Mr.(something) obviously a turtle say let the kid try. He also say that as parent you should learn to let go of your child. You will never know when they are ready unless you begin to let it go. Thats what i wan to say now. cheers.
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